Its been some time I din update my blog..
I realize I like to post when I'm down..
maybe here's the place I can express my feeling..
I don't like this feeling..seriously..
a complicated , sucks feeling that I don't know how to describe
I just know I'm sad..
perhaps for some reason
or some other reason
which makes me no direction 
weak and fragile.
Trying to be strong each time Im down..
I hope I really can this time.