Hurt..

sorry, I dont know how ppl think of me..how my reader say about me..I now just wanna experess out my own feeling..I can't stand it anymore..now I almost at the edge of becoming insane!

I didn't sleep for the whole night..from 3.45am I lying on bed..just closing my eye.. unable to sleep til dawn has come.Tears didn't trickle down on my face tis time..I thought I'm able to stay strong, but actually I'm weak..for outside and inside! I think of many things..the memories between us from the starting to the end..all crossing in my mind..I really feels bad when I can't catch and hold the happy pieces of our memories and let it stay on..why? why it happen on me again? I just a normal gal..I really unable to accept wat u say..I'm totally blank..

Why u wanna treat me like tis? No feeling anymore? now u tel me all tis? how can I accept?If u wan say so den before that dont call me! don't find me! don't ask me to back wf u again!! It's so hard to let go u knw? when I almost can let go a bit..a bit..den.. u appear and ask me bek wf u.. u treat me as wat?Tat time I really shock, but I'm happy..Coz I stil love u..

When together back wf u..sure gt barrier between us..I dy knw v wont like last time.. but I oso didn't blame u anything.. didn't blame how u treat me, wat u did on me after break.. I just love u sincerely..But then..now u say No feeling? u even tel me ur love 2 me is getting lesser evryday! When I saw wat u type, I really like crazy..out of mind wat should I reply.. I love u so much.. but den u hurt and hurt me again!

How can u change so easily? what promise u have made? I'm sure u dun rmb..I sacrifice all my love to u..into tis relationship..just becoz I love u..but den u treat me like tis..now I really dunno wan how..If can, I hope I din know u before! I totally heart break..heart pain..HUrt, is all inside my heart now..

what's love all about? I don't know..I don dare 2 love anyone anymore~ mum,I miss u.....

**Attention : For those who view my post, if u know him..please don't ask him sth bout tis. He wil feel unpleasant if so..thanks..